You'll never know what is awaiting you.

It is just not the time yet. Maybe. Just gotta keep myself busy with something else.

I've lost my will. Gotta keep moving.

Can't look back cause there will be nothing awaits you.

Just look forward for what is waiting for you.

Ipoh City Wanderer

Hi. Basically i Went to Bandar Ipoh on Sunday which is on the 25th May 2014. So called a wanderer. But, i wasnt alone for sure. It was all planned by Kak Lydia, Asnym, Adeeb and Ajik. Zakee from my batch was following also.

The night before, kak Lydia gave me a call at 12 am to ask me wether i want to join them to go to Pasar Karat or not. And my answer will obivously be YES. We reached there at about 9 am. I was overslept actually. I wouldn't have been awake if Adeeb didn't call me. It was already 7.34 at that time. Not as promised, he promised to fetch me and Zakee at 7 early in the morning. It is because i stayed up late until 3 am. Just to finish my group assignment. My mistake. I know. I felt so embarassed with myself. Ergh. Then i said sorry hoping for everything would be fine.

Pasar Karat was really an interesting place. From the name itself, what would be the first thing that comes across your mind? Rusted steel? Hahaha no way. It is simply like a flea market or Pasar Tani if you ever been to any. Well i love to go to these places. Leather bags, shoes, clothes, CDs and cassetes. Oh not no forget, antique stuffs! The only thing that catches my eyes a lot is the leather handbags!. Eventhough those are not new stuff but still, they are in a good condition. And the prices are also reasonable. And worth buying of course! Try to go once. You wont be losing anything except for money maybe. Haha. Oh i bought a sling canvas+knitted bag only for rm 5. Really worth buying!

So next we went to plan B. Since Ajik need to go there to finish up his project. Kak Lydia showed me this one path / lane which is the backside of the shoplots. Good things about the shoplots here in Ipoh is, it still maintains the locality, heritage since the British clonizer came here. The structure of the buildings still strong and beautiful.
Not only plan B, lots of cafe shop and restaurant in one row that display uniqeness of their own cafe. They are Burps &Giggles, Buku Tiga Lima amd Missing Marbles. I love each of the shops concept that jave made me admire those so much. Lots of handmade stuff like the lamps, chandelier and chairs. So the menu boards. I super loved them. It makes me want to redecorate my room. We went to each of the shops my we ate at the Burps and Giggles.
We decided not to eat at Plan B because it is a little bit pricey. But at Burps & Giggles, the price is quite reasonable. Like me, ive ordered Fish and Chips which costs RM 16 with Watermelon Apple - Rm 12. Same goes to Ajik except for the drink, he ordered lime water. And Lydia ordered chicken burgerfor rm 12. And the taste was good. No regrets. Oh but dont provide chilli sauce. So bring by your own. Haha. I can say, we ate peacefully.

Loads of photograph taken. I really love the place. Really a cool place to hangout with friends and family of course. This would be my first time but not the last i certainly sure. Wish to go here with my girls and my parents. InshaaAllah.

Uncertain

Dalam perbuatan
Langkah
Hati
Tak pasti

Tindak tanduk perlakuan boleh terkeluar jangkaan
Manusia kan.

Dua watak satu jasad.
Tak dapat nak teka
Tak pasti mana satu
Yang pelik, yang jelik
Tiada yang baik
Semuanya tak pasti.

Bingung dengan hati
Otak,  badan jadi mangsa
Abaikan seboleh bolehnya
Tolak jauh jauh

Antara penat dan sabar

Dalam tunggu memang ada penat
Penat yang sangat
Pedih
Lama
Sabar kena banyak tapi tak tahan

Selagi boleh tunggu, tunggulah
Selagi boleh saba, sabarlah
Belum tentu benda yang kita tunggu akan dapat
Kalau takdir kata ya, ya lah maknanya
Kalau tak, takkan juga

Penat akan berbaloi,
Kalau sabar
Kalau gelabah, takkan dapat yang sempurna

Dalam tunggu memang penat tapi akan berbaloi kalau sabar.

TUNGGU

Takkan penat 
Akan ku tunggu

Kau kata kau tak sedia
Akan ku sabar 
Tunggu

Tidak mengapa lama
Asal kau mampu untuk kata
Kau suka aku

Seluruh anggota sekata mengaku
Bukan mulut semata
Aku tunggu.

By:
Nadhirahakim

New Resolutions Huh?

Well yes. Old stories? Haha.
I love going through all the diaries i wrote. When i mentioned 'diaries', i have more than one. I just love to write eventhough sometimes, it is just nothing. But simply hi, hello, i wanna share something today, a girl's crush, him, or whatever. I realised that i love talking to myself. Lot more to be written down, but i am just too lazy or maybe i don't have appropriate time to do so. Alasan semua tu. Hahaha okay.

Went through some of my diaries. Actually, i started writing since i was in primary school, but i didn't have a proper one since i was still 'small' that time. Okay whatever. So, i just got to find diaries from secondary school and also during my 1st semester. Not forgetting, notebooks also. I have wrote a lot. I might say it is ridicolous, useless and well can be considered as losers too. Haha

I just love to do those thing. Thta is why i rather to keep things ( anything) instead of throwing them away. Well, i have that habit since like forever. No matter how unimportant it is. Simple example, like the receipts in my purse. Whenever i went buy things or eat, i'll keep the receipts or bills until they make my purse fat. Then, when the clean-up-purse time comes, i'll take those out and keep it in another place. Not throwing but keeping it. And i will keep repeating that until forever. Don't be surpise if one day, i will say that my hobby is collecting receipts. Haha. I know it is kind of unnecessary but it is just me.

Because i always have in mind is that, every each of things, is meaningful. No matter how small it is. Whatever it is made of. I'll keep it.
I am the type, who holds on so much in memories. Well i hate that in some ways. And always overthinking over something. Which i am not supposed to. Haihh.

But as for my new year's resolution, and since i am turning 20 ( a big number ya knoww) , i should really make something good happen to me. Something that is never happened before and going to happen soon. TWENTY is not a small number indeed. Lotsa things need to be done, solved and changed! No more procrastination please. Please. I beg myself! Not like before, i have promised to myself a lot of things. But it was all LIES. But i know, this time, it is going to be different as i am going into another level of life. No more a teenager. Together we are hoping into a better person and life.

Whatever i write here, it is just what i have in my mind. Not thinking of gaining more followers or whatever. It is me and my stories. Like it or not , it is all up to you!
Toodles for now.