Pendam

Banyak benda dalam dunia ni yang kita tak boleh nak lepas cakap sesuka hati. Tapi, kalau pendam kita pula yang sakit. Nak buat macam mana, hukum dunia tak bagi.

Kita bergaduh dengan seseorang. Tak puas hati dengan seseorang, nak je kita lepaskan semua isi hati kita tapi, tak boleh. Susah. Payah.

Kita kena marah. Disalahkan. Padahal, kita takda niat pun nak buat. Nak jelaskan, dianggap melawan. Payah.

Kita menangis. Sorang-sorang. Bukan orang tahu. Sakitnya. Payah.

Menjerit. Untuk puaskan hati. Walaupun kita tahu, ianya takkan menyelesaikan sesusatu masalah tapi hanya melegakan diri sendiri. 

Tapi, itu sudah cukup. Sayang diri kita. Jangan biar dia terbeban. Jerit, nangislah sepuas hati. Lebih baik dari memberontak.

Masalah, masalah , masalah.

ASSIGNMENT, ASSIGNMENT, ASSIGNMENT!

Stress. 

Tapi, aku selalu cakap dengan diri aku 'Just follow the flow'.

Supaya diri aku sendiri tak tertekan dan selalu berfikiran positif walaupun payah.

Dan, inshaaAllah semuanya okay!

Dear May,

Dear May, please be wonderful.

(Teluk Senangin, Perak)

Assalamualaikum. Rasanya dah lama sungguh tak meng-update blog ni. So, ini lah dia. So many things happened, but i won't tell you now. Maybe later or maybe not at all. But nevermind, let's just move forward and outward! There's lot more things to do. Banyak, sangat banyak.

A lot of things i've actually learnt this week. It was just actually from a small problem. But the impact was like WOW!

Since i am the NYDP for the archidinner this semester, a lot of things i have to do. To make sure all the AJKs do their works. I hate being such a 'bossy' person so i will , inshaaAllah, be working together with them. TOGETHER! Nak cari sponsor lagi. Decoration, media, invitation, lagi lagi lagi dan lagi? Hmmm.

Belum lagi benda benda ni selesai, tambah lagi dengan masalah lain. Tapi ini agak personal. So, tak payah lah  lah kot cerita.Dan, benda benda ni semua menyerabutkan kepala dan terus membawa diriku untuk ber-tweeter. I tweeted a a lot by the way. And the all the tweets had left question marks to all the people who read them. And the part that i love is that i am being surrounded by my friends, who will always be there for me. Tak pernah putus putus bagi nasihat. Alhamdulillah.

So, basically, that was the summary of what happened in April. Not so much to tell but yeah. Bye bye April and i really hope that this May, would bring me happiness, glory, exciting, and all the positive vibes. InshaaAllah, amin :)

Hello MAY! :)