Assalamualaikum. It 12.43 am. And i feel like writing. So here we go.
The things that i wanted to share with you is about my life at Seri Iskandar, Perak. Its not easy as i though it would be. Its hard.
Just few days ago, right after i got back from home. I feel empty. Nothing else i could think other than home, family and everything that i have left in Shah Alam.
When it comes to re-do ing the assignments, i feel like quitting. The only thing that keep on playing on my mind was 'IM QUITTING'. Nothing else. Well thats not enough. It was so stressful. I felt suffocate.I hate doing all the assignments. I got no person to talk to. NO PERSON! Friends? What can they actually do? They can but only by advising that sometimes seems not sincere at all. Im sorry.
I dont want to tell my mum about all this because i dont want her to be worried about me. But i have no choice. So, i told her what my problems were. Only my mum could make me feel calm. Nobody else. I couldnt help myself staying there. Roommates? Coursemates? And all that matter! And the course itself.
A-R-C-H-I-T-E-C-T-U-R-E
And it needs a lot of hardworking! No sleep at night? That is for sure. No doubt.
Passionate is all what you have to be.
Be strong physically and MENTALLY!
Im not yet matured enough to be an architecture student, i think. But i will keep on trying. There is no choice. I have to get through all this with full of commitment and patience. InsyaaAllah.
I may not be the best student. But, i will always try to give my very best.
