Saturday, 25 January 2014

New Resolutions Huh?

Well yes. Old stories? Haha.
I love going through all the diaries i wrote. When i mentioned 'diaries', i have more than one. I just love to write eventhough sometimes, it is just nothing. But simply hi, hello, i wanna share something today, a girl's crush, him, or whatever. I realised that i love talking to myself. Lot more to be written down, but i am just too lazy or maybe i don't have appropriate time to do so. Alasan semua tu. Hahaha okay.

Went through some of my diaries. Actually, i started writing since i was in primary school, but i didn't have a proper one since i was still 'small' that time. Okay whatever. So, i just got to find diaries from secondary school and also during my 1st semester. Not forgetting, notebooks also. I have wrote a lot. I might say it is ridicolous, useless and well can be considered as losers too. Haha

I just love to do those thing. Thta is why i rather to keep things ( anything) instead of throwing them away. Well, i have that habit since like forever. No matter how unimportant it is. Simple example, like the receipts in my purse. Whenever i went buy things or eat, i'll keep the receipts or bills until they make my purse fat. Then, when the clean-up-purse time comes, i'll take those out and keep it in another place. Not throwing but keeping it. And i will keep repeating that until forever. Don't be surpise if one day, i will say that my hobby is collecting receipts. Haha. I know it is kind of unnecessary but it is just me.

Because i always have in mind is that, every each of things, is meaningful. No matter how small it is. Whatever it is made of. I'll keep it.
I am the type, who holds on so much in memories. Well i hate that in some ways. And always overthinking over something. Which i am not supposed to. Haihh.

But as for my new year's resolution, and since i am turning 20 ( a big number ya knoww) , i should really make something good happen to me. Something that is never happened before and going to happen soon. TWENTY is not a small number indeed. Lotsa things need to be done, solved and changed! No more procrastination please. Please. I beg myself! Not like before, i have promised to myself a lot of things. But it was all LIES. But i know, this time, it is going to be different as i am going into another level of life. No more a teenager. Together we are hoping into a better person and life.

Whatever i write here, it is just what i have in my mind. Not thinking of gaining more followers or whatever. It is me and my stories. Like it or not , it is all up to you!
Toodles for now.



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